Attachment..........

I find it not necessarily funny but interesting the effect humans have on each other emotionally. I see it in friends, in myself, in strangers, and in family. How you can be so emotionally attached to somebody and one day have it taken all away to be left by yourself. Watch as people fix themselves, get over the other person in most cases and end up ok. Except what happens later down the road. You see people that see some sort of relevence in something they once were so attached to. It could be a boyfriend/girlfirend or a family member that has passed or even a pet. You find yourself blindsided by emotion and overcome with feelings. Its interesting how we can trick ourselves and our minds and emotions into feeling like they are non existant. Like they are gone and you're ok. Then this happens, so maybe they are all locked away in a vault in the back of your mind waiting for that special key to unlock them. The key that could be in the form of a picture, voice, seeing somebody, even hearing a song. Do we accept these feelings as genuine or is it a form of pain coming back, a form of pain that your mind associates with the other person. This is interesting, lets think and elaborate more later..............

The Fonz........ayyyyyyyyy

So apparently Ernest thinks I need to inform everybody about a certain little corgi named fonzi that enjoys eating his own feces. This is in no way recommended so if you have considered it keep in mind fonzi is a dog. So lets see, Ernest pays 600$ for a pure bred welsh corgi only to get him home to find out he possesses the look that only the really whacked out people ever possess i.e. Kurt Cobain, Charlie Manson, Corky from life goes on, you get the picture. There is something to be said for a dog that eats beer cans, shoes, and feces, you sure he's pure bred? So yeah the dog is a little handful but also a cool little man in his own right. Even if he does eat his own crap. So if you see the little guy and his crap eating owner, I mean, other way around, say hi and pet the dazy eyed guy.

Some quick photos..........

This is me, not the best me but the most current. A day of photography in Santa Rosa and the second and current me the day of getting my full sleeve finished and not being able to put my elbow down anywhere. That's all for now.........

My wait is over

So it appears the talk has finally caught up with me and I've beared down and finally created a blog like i've been saying. A place I don't mind writing down all the things in my head (which are a lot). Its funny how the power of expression can be so strong in all of us in one way or another and fortunate for me it comes out in writing and music for me. Some of us do have alterative ways but have one way or another. Otherwise insanity consumes us. I've been through a lot so far in life from being a new father to my time in the Army and the Iraq war. So welcome to my blog......The human excrement of our minds.