So yeah.....

Its been awhile since i've posted on the sheer fact of "i have been soooo busy" I really wish that was the case but its not. I still lack the j-o-b and its looking grim. There just isn't anything out there. hear that anything becoming available is getting hundreds of resumes. I'm to say the least, keeping my fingers crossed. Other things have seemed to fill my life, my iraq group every wed has seemed to help but yet bring up allot of feelings and memories I thought were gone. It seemes to give me the good days and bad days. Today being one of those bad days, I rear ended a lady today, luckily she was cool about it and there was no damage so she was "don't worry about it". She rocks, thank god, no damage to either car. Plus have been actively looking for a dog. A daschund to be specific but adoption fees are ridiculous and I'm looking for an adult that is housebroken. Just something to add to my lonely family. My roommate gave his notice today, that sucks pretty bad. Hopefully I will get somebody new soon. Tara says she knows somebody.
Aside from all that, this anxiety I can't get away from still haunts me. Thank you very much iraq war, I knew you would be good for something. I also joined the IAVA which is the iraq afghanistan veterans of america as well as IVAW which is iraq veteran against the war. Yes, I am against the war. I have been there and done more than most who have been there, I think I am entitled to my fucking opinion. Don't get me wrong, I support our troops, I don't support the past presidency and its bad decisions. Ok, well, all for now but more of a regular occurance this blog thing should be. Not just coping bad days.